So last night Christian and I were awake at like 4 in the morning we both got up to make natalie a bottle and change her diaper, we were just talking about how so many people our age are out "living life" partying and all of that stuff and how that's what he thought he would be doing until atleast 25 or so. Talking about how he doesn't really miss any of it "the party life". I was saying how i've never been much of a partier so it didn't matter much to me that I couldn't go out. I then switched the subject because I change subjects constantly, lol.
I said you know I used to hear people say "I think I was meant to be a mom" and I thought it was the most ridiculous thing i've ever heard.. well GUESS WHAT?! I think I was meant to be a mom, from the moments of carrying natalie near my heart everyday for 9 months to holding her in my arms now everyday, nothing has ever felt more perfect or right. Everytime I look at her I see the innocence and good in the world. I see love, joy, and strength. Natalie and her father have made my heart whole and complete. I wish everyone could feel the way i've been feeling lately I feel so just, GOSH.. ahhh! I just feel completely full of happiness and joy and i'm just so thankful for this family that I have. I'm so in love with my life, I pray everyday that it stays this way.
So that was at like 4-5 in the a.m. lol and then I fell asleep!
here's a note to ladies and men: if you have a good woman or man, treasure them, respect them, and love them with as much as you can, because there are few left in the world, i've met my good man and he's kind, respectful, full of love, amazing father, and he tells me i'm beautiful almost everyday. I never let him forget how much I love and appreciate him.
If you haven't found this LOVE yet, it doesn't mean you won't it just means you have to go through a couple frogs before you get your prince. TRUST ME i've been with some ugly terrible frogs lol.. but now I have my prince and I wouldn't have my life any other way!
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